Holy Mother of God
you just don`t get it, do you?
you are seeking acceptance, you wanna be accepted just like the rest of the world, you wanna impress, you wanna belong, but there isn`t any for you here
a posh is what you are..
You see, you used to be arrogant and obnoxious, and now you are just the opposite - obnoxious and arrogant; why don`t you go to the library and brush up on your ignorance?
If you were orphaned when you were a kid, I feel sorry for you, but not for your parents at all
anyway, please do get help, you will thank me later ^^