hmmm.... my situation is little bit same as ky6688. "和他是自然分手的，沒有任何外力因素，這是我的第一段感情走了近三年，曾經以為會是天長地久..." My ex-BF and I had the relationship for about 3 and half year. In my mind, I already thought about that I will marry him!! I never thought that we will break up!!Our relationship was "LDL" (Long Distance Love)... He was in Canada and I am in Hawaii. However, we kept this relationship for 3 and half years. I really never thought about that one day, he would want to break up with me. well... however,... we break up... on September last year. I was soooooooo sad... I cried everyday and even thought about suicide... until now, i still feel sad, because I can't believe that "we break up"!!
Well... for now, i am still waiting for him, I don't call him, I don't bother him... because I don't want him to hate me,... so many days and nights, what I can do is sitting there, missing and cring.
