有人隻道``女獸醫的75個月零1天``是神麼故事嗎?

Trust me, we are going toward the right direction and if we keep working
hard towards it, our relationship would go to on the next level and this
is how I see our relationship.
I appreciate for all the caring and love
you have for me and I hope you feel the same way.

I Love You............
from the bottom of my heart.......

I`ll be going over to your place tonight and please come down and meet with me.
Please don`t turn me down....
You might still be sleeping but you can come down when you wake up and see this email...
I`ll be waiting for you...

Love,
Frank

Frank寫給Fion的信 (3) 令我最感動的一封
Dearest Fion,

Starting from today, my dad will start waking me up in the morining at 7am to make me exercise to loose weight. Supposely, I should be sleeping right now but can`t fall asleep.

I was staring at the our fish tank for almost an hour thinking of our past. Many thing I starting to remember...all the good and bad things happened before. One conclusion, I really have to learn to appreciate the things I have in life which includes my family, job, house I live in, food I eat everyday, car I drive, clothes I wear, and most importantly, you....

I was thinking all those things that you`ve done for me and I never realize how lucky I`m. No one is perfect in the world, that includes you and myself. You`re accept many things about me that you don`t like but I don`t think I`m doing the same. For the past 5 years, I kept on trying to change you to the way I like which caused you much unhappiness. That was totally wrong of me!! There are good and bad things about you and unfortunately I as a human being only think of the bad things about you more often and think of the good thing about myself more. It doesn`t matter if you`re willing to continue to be my girlfriend, I have to make myself to treat others fair in the future. Cuz I know I`ll never find anyone perfect because there`s no one perfect in the world!!!

You have done many things for me in the past 5 years, more than I can actually remember.
You`ve loved me as much as you love your parents and sister.
You`ve taken care of me as your beloved husband.
You`ve cooked for me (at least you`ve tried)
You`ve washed my clothes for me.
You`ve always made sure I don`t starve.
You`ve always tried to make my family happy.
You`ve saved money for me.
You`ve bought clothes for me.
You`ve always told me to drive slowly.
You`ve always prevented me from lonliness
You`ve treated my friends nicely, even better than your
You`ve trusted me (at least for the 1st 4 years)
You`ve told me many jokes to keep me happy
You`ve tried to quit smoking
You`ve promised to take away your tatoo.
You`ve done abortion for me. (Up to today I still feel very shameful)
You`ve sang for me.
You`ve allowed me to watch porno (not all girlfriend allow their bf to watch that)
You`ve made love with me when ever I want.
You`ve call me everyday to care about me.
You`ve told me to take showers everyday.
You`ve placed blanket on me when I fall asleep.

You`ve waken me up in the morning for school, work, and golf...
You`ve worn my socks for me.
You`ve worn my clothes for me.
You`ve washed me in the shower.
You`ve moved back to Taiwan for me.
You`ve studied your ass off to get into a Taiwan university for me
You`ve came back every weekend to see me.
You`ve started to say "sorry" to prevent us from fighting.
You`ve lived through my bad temper.
You`ve put up with my bossy attitude.
You`ve lived through my bad breath
You`ve lived through my stinky feet
You`ve cleaned my room for me.
You`ve made my co workers to like you.
You`ve comforted me when I`m in a bad mood from work.
You`ve made me feel like a very good boyfriend (which I`m not)
and most importantly....
You`ve chosen to forgive me for not being loyality

You have done all these above just because of one thing....You LOVE Me....

I feel very shameful for many things I`ve done to you and in order to keep this relationship, I should be the first one that needs to change. Change to appreciate you being around me the whole time. Appreciate you being as my girlfriend. Appreciate you for loving me more than anyone can.

Am I saying too much....this was what I was thinking while staring at our fishes..

I feel too shameful to ask you to forgive me again....but I still hope you will. Just remember, I may have been wrong but I had no intention at all to do anything behind you. Trust me, I`ve learned enough from my past experience. That was also an awful experience for me and I wish I didn`t had to learn it that way but it`s too late. The only thing I can do is to accept my own mistake and learn from it. I don`t want to go through what my parents went through with my own family. Therefore, I have to learn to be a good person, boyfriend, or husband. No matter what I have done, this is how I feel from the bottom of my heart.

Lastly, I want you to know that I still love you the way I loved me before. I know you also feel the same about me.
Let the past go by and look forward to our future.
I love you

Frank

September 17, 2003 12:10am



This is the 5th day since the time we last talked. I don’t know if you’ll ever get to see this mail. I just saw the ring that you left next to my bed. So suddenly, I feel very depressed and sorrowful. A very confusing thought went through my mind. Not very sure what I was thinking but for sure it didn’t make me feel good at all. You also took away your clothing from my closet. Are you trying to say that you’ll never come back again if I don’t ever call you? Or even if I call you, you also won’t consider coming back to me?



This time I purposely don’t want to call you up. Not because I don’t love you anymore or because I’m in love with someone else. I really want to see how you would react to this argument. I hung up on you and you left me a message full of cuss words. I was very disappointed to your reaction. You decided to do all the things that I won’t allow you to when we get into a fight. Maybe this is your real personality and I shouldn’t have forced you to act like a good girl. I realize I’ve been forcing you to become somebody else, a “perfect girl”. What was I thinking? How can anyone be perfect? I know it’s possible to find someone close to perfect, but no one in the world is perfect. I sure I’m not even close to perfect to you. Who gives me the right to expect so many things from you?

Maybe we never meant to be together. I think we’ve done a great job already by going out for more than 6 years.
We both have sacrificed a lot for this relationship.
I think it’s pretty fair.
You had to take a lot of shit from my terrible personality and temper and I’m always the one that has to say sorry (even though sometimes it’s not my fault). Maybe you’re right….
we shouldn’t be together and should let things go its way.

We’ve faced many difficulties in the past 6 years to get used to each other. I remember the time that you got stuck in TW and I had to stay in the US for school. I was very surprised that we could go through that. We weren’t together for that long at that time.

Tell the truth, even though I kept on telling you that I’ll try my best to recover our relationship but my inner feeling knew that this will never happen. A very important reason is because I know that you will never forgive me for what I done to you in China. Still at this time, I try very hard to forget this incident so that I can try to forgive myself. But it’s too hard and I know it’s even harder for you….almost impossible. Since you’ll never forgive me….I really think I shouldn’t be wasting more of your time. You are 1 years older than me, you really should deserve some one that you can trust and love from the bottom of your heart. I don’t want you to suffer because I love you….just like how I love my parents and brother. You’re a part of the family to me. You are a part of my body. I’m going to try my best to have you leave me so that you’ll have the opportunity to find some one that can treat you better and make your life happy. This is what you deserve. I hope when you’re reading this letter sometimes in the future, you won’t think this is full of shit. This is what I really want to do because I don’t deserve you.

I know you’ll be much happier when you find some that can treat you good.
You’ll start to trust some one again.
I know you’re smart enough to find the right person.
Don’t make the same mistake again.

As you know, recently I just have this job transfer. This is also giving me a lot of pressure. Up to this point, I’m not even close to doing a good job. I’m sure Paul is very regretful to get me in to his team. I don’t even feel like working or study what I need to study.
I don’t know why I’m behaving this way.
I have not feeling for work at all. Supposedly, a new job should drive me to work harder but this time is different.
Maybe it’s our problem that’s disturbing me.
This is what I have to take care and no one can help me out on this.

Merry is sleeping next to me. Snoring like myself.
I think she learned that from me.
For some reason,recently she kept on peeing and shiting every where in the house.
I’ve been kicking her ass for the past 2 days but she still won’t listen.
I feel sad for her that no one is ever home in the day time to be with her.
She must be fucking bored everyday.
I can imagine.
I promise I’ll try not to kick her ass as much.
I know you won’t like to see me kicking her ass all the time.
I’m going to take a shower and go to sleep. Hope I can sleep better today.



12:49am

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September 19 2003 2:27am

Today’s another long working day. I got home today at 12:30 and it’s been a while since the last time I worked so late. I don’t even remember when. Yesterday I also got home pretty late…I think it was around 11:00pm. When I first transferred to this department, I had no motivation or mood to work hard but until yesterday, I started to very hard with the right attitude. Maybe it’s because I’m starting to visit customer on my own and don’t have any other sales to help me out. Pressure’s on….